Dreaming of Windmills

Late last night I was researching the internet for an alternative electricity supplier. This was mainly brought about by my frustration with my current supplier, and not being able to give my meter reading (after receiving an overestimated bill) online or by the automated phone system. A real person adviser was non-existent after phoning for over two weeks at various times of the day. I even sent a complaint by email saying that I cannot get someone to answer the phone nor submit my reading online or by any other method, only to receive an 'automated no-reply email' that said someone would deal with my complaint, within 10 days. Meanwhile, two reminder letters from the company were sent to me within 3 days of each other, telling me that if I didn't pay immediately I would have to pay an estimated bill every month by direct debit, and that even a debt collector may be sent to my house.

Considering I'd been trying to pay (the correct amount) for the past couple of weeks at least, and was feeling stressed at not being able to sort this out anytime soon, this just felt like the last straw. Finally, yesterday I managed to speak to an adviser on the phone, being willing to pay the overestimated bill now just for peace of mind rather than have a new and accurate bill sent out and having to go through this whole rigmarole again, only to be told that their payments system was down that day and can I phone back tomorrow?

It had taken weeks already to manage to speak to a human being and they want me to try phoning again tomorrow?

During my research on this company (they upset me last quarter as well by putting a message on the bill telling me I must do this or that, which they later said was an error that went out on a lot of bills) I realised that they get a lot of their energy from nuclear power. And I really don't want to support the nuclear power industry anyway. I found a website that gives a breakdown of what sources of energy each company uses, and I had a lot of fun with that. I don't have any problem with natural gas or even coal, like I do with the idea of radioactive waste and leakages, and I don't buy into the official version of the story about global warming. They don't understand ascension, nor that we are in for a global cooling (mini ice age according to Kryon). I'd personally prefer the climate to warm up than to cool down. So looking for a greener company was less about any 'carbon footprint' (the phrase I hate the most when I hear or read it) and more about not supporting the nuclear industry.

I read a lot of consumer reviews too, both on forums and on comparison websites, and I knew that there would not be a company that doesn't have some negative feedback as things can and do go 'wrong' from time to time. But the one I chose had the least, and I wanted to support a greener company because when other, newer sources of green (or free) energy are discovered or invented, these green energy companies are more likely to support and use it. So even though I feel we will not stay long with solar, wind or other types of alternative energy we currently have, they are certainly preferable to supporting the building of new nuclear power stations.

It takes a few weeks for the transfer to be complete, and I will update if there are any problems, but I have only transferred the electricity, not the gas (so far). Up until the 1990s, UK domestic energy consumers could not switch gas and electricity suppliers. Deregulation of the gas market in May 1998, and electricity 12 months later, gave consumers the power to choose any company they wanted to supply their domestic energy. So this blog post is mainly for the benefit of English readers who may not have thought of switching companies (just like I didn't until all the aggravation with my present one ensued), or who just go with the cheapest, although this one is matching the same prices as the cheapest one I was with. I would however have even been prepared to pay a little more though.

For other countries with deregulated energy markets, it is worth doing the online research and comparisons. The energy company I have transferred to, Ecotricity, only supplies England. I have supplied links at the end of this post for UK readers to do their own research. They all contribute energy to the national grid, so nothing changes at your end apart from the billing company. At the other end you are supporting, nationally, where we get our energy from. I went to bed about 3.00am after having fun with all this, and the next day when I went back to the Ecotricity website I saw on their home page "Thank you. Our 50,000th customer just joined us. We're chuffed."

Hmmm........I wonder if they meant me?

Then I went to listen to an Abraham video (as I'm overstuffed with long written channels and can't face reading even one more right now) and this was the first one that leaped out at me 'Dreaming of Windmills' LOL. A cosmic wink?

Reading about the owner of the company, Dale Vince, is rather interesting too. This is from his blog.

"Truthfully, I’ve been concerned about the sustainability of life since I was a kid.

In the early 90’s I was living on a hill, in an ex military vehicle I called home, using a small windmill to power the lights and stuff. I’d spent the previous ten years or so living ‘on the road’ searching for an alternative way to live. I was what the media would call a ‘new age traveller’.

That’s when I was inspired to ‘drop in’ and promote the use of large-scale wind energy – to bring change to the electricity industry. That was the start of this long journey.

The idea for Ecotricity – of selling green electricity to people, came about a few years later – it was about getting a fair price for wind power, to enable more to be built. And so Ecotricity started in 1995. Green electricity was a totally new idea back then. It just didn’t exist, as a choice, before Ecotricity."

And explaining green energy on the Ecotricity website:

"When we talk about Green Energy, we mean electricity and gas made from renewable sources – we mean Green Electricity; made from the elements, the Wind, The Sun and the Sea – and Green Gas; made from food waste and from algae.

And we don't just supply Green Energy we make it ourselves."

And from an article in the Telegraph (27 May 2011):

'Ecotricity operates a not-for-dividend model – reinvesting income from customers' bills directly into new sources of renewable energy. It claims to have invested an average of £387 per customer per year for the past six years in building new sources of green energy – more than 10 times as much as any other British energy company. 'The other guys just buy existing green electricity and usually charge a premium for it.'

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For others who do not wish to support the nuclear power industry, here are some links (relevant to UK only):

http://boycottedf.org.uk/maketheswitch

http://www.greenelectricity.org/index.php

http://www.electricityinfo.org/index.php

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Update: 4 Sept 2011 - Since writing this blog post I had a conversation with a neighbour, who after mentioning to him I changed electricity supplier to something 'greener' laughed and called me a 'hippy', and went on to state that nuclear power is a clean energy.

So, considering the nuclear disaster in Japan and other countries, and the radioactive waste that such an industry produces, this following video (about the Japan earthquake/tsunami and the damage to the nuclear reactor) is for people like him who thinks this is a clean energy source. Decide for yourself.

Never Mind Reality

A belief is just a thought you keep thinking.

And the reason that you believe it is that you think it, and then things actualize around it to confirm the thought.

So, you know you are right, because you believe it.

When you focus slightly different then your point of attraction shifts, and the evidence shifts too.

I really liked this Abraham video that I ended up transcribing the whole thing.

We ask a lot of you when we ask you to never mind reality, because you have been taught to face reality every day of your life. You have been comparing your reality with other peoples’ realities, focusing on realities seems to be the order of the day. You have all kinds of piles of good and bad, and all kinds of laws to sort it all out. In other words the majority of the life that most people live is outside the vortex, just sorting out the details and trying to decide whose details are better than others. But you are all powerless in getting anyone to deal with their details in a different way than you would like them to deal with them. In other words, it’s not working out very well in terms of the satisfaction of life.

So when we say to you that you are vibration first and foremost, and that your reality as it exists now does not mean didley squat, that’s hard to hear when you have just had a financial decline that is evidenced by bank accounts, by your ability to purchase, by so many things. You are getting all this feedback from life that says “no Abraham, it’s THIS way”. And we say “your belief in your Now reality, your attention to your Now reality is THE only thing that keeps you from your vortex reality, your vibrational reality, which IS the reality that you want. “

Now think about it in terms of sickness. If you are sick, maybe you have got the flu, maybe you have got a bigger disease that they have given you a label that’s scary. So you are standing in a body that is sick and you don’t want to be, but it’s real, you get up and your head hurts, and you move your body and it feels weak. You try to eat and the food doesn’t taste good, it’s real, it’s real, it’s real.

And then here we come along, and are talking about the enhanced wellbeing that you have created as a result of you sifting through this sickness. And we are saying to you “you are so well, you are so frisky, you feel so good, you have so much vitality etc”, we get it that you want to say “Abraham, look at me, I’m sick”. We get it. And our only value to you is that we refuse to see your sickness, we will ONLY see your wellness, but us seeing it doesn’t do it for you. You’ve got to want to look over here too. You’ve got to want to believe in his vibrational reality with such fervour that you distract yourself from the sickness even though it hurts. That you distract yourself from the decline in your bank account even though you are afraid. You have to want to so much to tune into the wholeness that you have become that you are willing to ignore all of the reality details, and all of the evidence, and all of the people from the peanut gallery, and all of the people that are giving you the diagnosis, and all of the people that are giving you your credit report.............................................you have to ignore ‘reality’ if you are ever to move in the direction of vibrational reality, you cannot do both at the same time.

It is one or the other.

And the thing that keeps you from doing the one is the other.

Only a bit of effort at training myself into feeling it brings evidence, brings more evidence, brings more evidence. It’s not like we are asking you to just believe until you croak (die) and then get your reward in heaven. Others do that to you, but we do not. We say to you when you find reason to get into your vortex and hold vibrational alignment with what’s in the vortex, the evidence comes and it comes quickly, because you are deserving beings and you are beings of wellbeing.

You are beings who are creators, life is supposed to be good for you, and if you were not lazy about your thought, if you would not let reality...............................”oh, I can think of that easy because I can see it right there”. It’s easier to turn on the television and watch someone elses’ portrayal of life. And the terrible portrayal of life that they give you. They look all around the planet to try to find something wrong, they slant it even more negatively, dramatise it with music, and then they bring it right into your living room and they say “this is the picture of life on planet Earth”.

And we say “no it is not, it is not even an accurate picture of life on Earth, it is a distorted point of view .” So much of the world has discovered that you will give more of your attention to things

if it smacks of a problem than you will to something if it smacks of love and upliftment, you see. You must re-orient yourself, you must care.

You must care about the way you feel more than everything else put together. You must care with all that you are to be in alignment with who you are, and when you do .........................you will no longer speak about this issue, as speaking about this issue is the only thing that is keeping you from what Source has got you lined up with, and that Law of Attraction has gathered and lined up for you.

Makes you want to focus, doesn’t it ?

Chilling Out for the New Reality

It has been over two weeks since I last blogged, and meanwhile have read many interesting channels during that time so considered doing a combined summary of all of them, but in the end felt too exhausted to blog or do anything much at all.

I suppose I shouldn't complain about sleeping too much these days because I spent many years during phase one of my ascension process unable to sleep at all, at least not until around 5.00am or 6.00am - which is why I still have the note on my street door that says "no calls before midday". I am quite used to being out of sync with time, and yet now it is speeding up at a ridiculous rate. My body needs rest like it has never needed it before, whereas my mind wants to race ahead and manifest all my plans and desires, so is feeling quite frustrated with all this down time. I do feel that since last autumn equinox the physical body is still catching up with the new energy template, blueprint, grid, DNA etc, and so this re-calibration time is causing more fatigue than usual and requiring additional rest however inconvenient this may seem to me right now.

I just wish I could move house now and rest there instead of here, yet I can barely drag my body to view another selection of houses although I shall attempt to make another effort soon to book a trip and hotel accommodation. I am still shocked that the estate agent arranged a viewing for me for last Saturday without my knowledge or permission - not even having the courtesy to check to see whether that date and time was convenient. I mean it's not as if I live just around the corner. They still haven't replied to my email asking why.

I confess that I don't really understand nor can relate to much of what is going on 'out there' in the 3D world, and my resting or hibernation period has made me even more out of practice and lowered my tolerance level to certain behaviours of a lower vibrational nature.

The 3D matrix programmes are still running, even for the squirrels. I went to the park the other day with a bag full of brazil nuts, recalling the summer when they ate out of my hand. In the dead of winter when food is more scarce, they wouldn't come anywhere near me. I wasn't going to go to them by walking through the tangled undergrowth, yet when I threw a nut the pigeons would get to it first. Finally a squirrel caught a nut and ran up a tree, chased by another squirrel who looked like it was wllling to kill if necessary to get to the nut. Meanwhile I'm standing there with a whole bagful of nuts, wondering why the squirrels are thinking they need to compete or fight over 'scarce' resources when they are not willing or brave enough to come to the feast and share in the abundance, where there is plenty for everyone. I gave up in the end as it was too cold to hang about in the park, and too much like hard work to get them fed.

Talking of abundance, I've noticed how easy it has been recently to increase my abundance simply by FEELING abundant when spending money. It tends to work best when paying what feels like a lot or just a little too much for something, compared with a lifetime habit of unconsciously determining the sort of price I 'should' be paying for any one thing. A couple of examples:

1) I had my hair cut at the salon and chose the more expensive hairdresser, the director instead of one of the level 1 or level 2 staff. Inwardly squirming a little over not economising enough, I decided to intend this as an expression and affirmation of my abundance (rather than remain feeling slightly uncomfortable or guilty), and so enjoyed the whole process so much more than if I'd remained in my previous hesitant and cautious emotional state. On leaving the hairdressers I just happened upon a clothes shop that was closing down - they had only just put the sign in the window an hour earlier, which was when the staff first heard that this branch was closing - and everything in the shop was going for 10 pounds each. I bought two tops that I'd had my eye on previously, plus a jacket for the Spring, asking "are you sure this jacket is only 10 pounds too?" "Yes, everything".

So I was able to prolong my feelings of abundance to enjoy it some more, and what I saved on the retail price of the clothes came to almost the same as I paid at the hairdressers, making the haircut seem almost free.

2) I ordered online a £99 pound face cream that I'd nearly run out of, which I usually have shipped from the USA. Again, I was feeling slightly extravagant over not buying some natural over the counter face cream locally, but this stuff is worth it and wakes my face up in the morning. Again, I changed that feeling state from slight (ever so slight) hesitation and discomfort to one of enjoying having the abundance to buy something that I felt was better quality (after all, I'm worth it aren't I?). I also mentioned the fact that it was hard to get the cream out of the pump bottle, in the hopes that they would eventually consider changing the packaging. They thanked me for my feedback and the fact that I ordered from them again, and said they would be enclosing an extra free bottle of cream for me!

So what I'm noticing is, attending to my feeling state before spending, or doing anything for that matter, certainly creates interesting and unexpected results. Now, if I could apply that to buying a house...................................

(I wonder if they would throw in a second one for free? lol)

Anyway, I'm using this resting and non-action time to attend to my vibrational alignment. So although it looks as though I'm not up to much externally or in terms of action these days, I feel I'm being far from lazy and any action I may take in the weeks ahead will only be enhanced by having listened to and honoured my body's need for rest, and for any inner work or physical re-calibration to have the chance to be completed. I'm actually not feeling capable of doing any more than I'm doing anyway. Just as we have seasons of the year, we need to respect the changing seasons of our own ascension process rather than to 'push against' or try to paddle upstream. Lulls or downtimes are just as important, and there have been strange experiences going on in my dreamtime lately. All the same, I feel I am soon to be coming out of this phase, and Karen Bishop's latest post is very positive concerning the new energies. I quote some of it below:

Not only have we been removed from much of late, or rather “sequestered,” but there is an emptiness present as well. Feeling blank, hollow, singular, or even experiencing a loss of identity, are common sensations of this new emptiness.

We are preparing to receive an immense wave of light. This light will wash over the planet and create many changes…all in relation to creating a planet that is more in alignment with the light, or a higher level way of living and being. Feeling empty, then, is part of the preparation…a precursor to being filled up with the beginnings of a new reality.

We may arrive home and suddenly feel that our house is too empty. We may suddenly dislike being alone. We may find ourselves eating for no particular reason, as an attempt to “fill up.” We may find ourselves feeling unusually edgy, perhaps tense, or at best, restless. We may find it difficult to start a new project or to finish an old one. We may even feel that we are waiting for a bomb to drop, and we are not sure why. We may also find ourselves sleeping more with a new fatigue as we prepare to receive this light in all ways.

This new wave of light that is soon to fall over us, will bring with it, much more of the new blueprint. It will wash over the planet, moving things this way and that, all the while clearing out the old so that the new can now settle here. This new wave of light will change things forever more.

This means that we are on the cusp of living in a new reality that we may have only dreamed about. We may be feeling that we are somehow “done” with something, but we may not consciously know what that is. What is “done” then, is the old world reality. We have left it behind now, and thus, may feel that we have suddenly gone somewhere else. For many of us, we need no longer have those old experiences ever again.

Feeling empty, hollow, strange, restless, alone, or dis-connected, are feelings that accompany one who is at the door to the new. Yes, waiting for that door to open, standing before it wondering with anticipation what may lie behind it, or even waiting breathlessly in a strange and isolated position while a massive wave of light prepares to wash over us, is a space that is temporary at best, but here none-the-less.

These are strange yet exciting, unusual yet unprecedented, and long awaited times indeed.

(http://www.emergingearthangels.com)

So feeling happy and calm, even if a little strange, out of sync, tired, and rather isolated of late, I look forward to experiencing whatever awaits me behind the door that leads into the new energy reality. The past months of being 'worked on', or so it feels, will have been worth having slowed down for, and the preparation time felt/feels as though whatever we are being prepared for is going to be something that is quite a shift from where we have recently been vibrationally residing.

And so, I leave you with an Abraham video, because I like to drop these in amongst the posts from time to time.

Have been listening to many of them lately, so it's hard to choose which one is most relevant to this post, but as I referred to abundance and vibrational alignment earlier (which is consciously choosing a better feeling thought and emotional state) the following video seems appropriate enough.

Aspergers and Communication

The Abraham video 'Never Settle for Sameness' (posted below) seemed to call out to me as a reminder that feels particularly relevant for me right now. Being allowed to express in my own way and meeting my own needs in all circumstances feels vital more than ever in this sensitive phase I'm going through. I'm experiencing weird communication blocks or misunderstandings around me lately, mainly due to expectations, perceptions and interactions with others. It may also have something to do with having Aspergers Syndrome and therefore not being 'wired' the same way as so called 'normal' people or neurotypicals, which although undiagnosed I can totally relate to in describing how I am, and the challenges I often face. I'm reluctant to use any labels and especially Aspergers because there is so much wrong information about it on the internet. If I told a friend and they were to look it up and assume I have no empathy, it would be so opposite of who I am - Miss Intensity- because I feel too much rather than too little. This has nothing to do with loving drama or being too serious, by the way. How I communicate feeling verbally is another matter entirely. I assume that people can know how I feel by reading my mind or my energies. I was initially relieved when I read that 1% of the world population has Aspergers too, but have felt a bit concerned about it ever since that first feeling of relief that I wasn't alone in this. Still, I've said it, and I'm out of the closet at least. And if people think I'm weird or crazy anyway, one more label isn't going to make too much difference to me (or them).



Communication is a theme that is running through my life right now, or the lack of accurate communication from others A good example is Christmas. I told my sister as far back as November that I'm not doing Christmas this year, and didn't even send out any cards. She has just phoned to ask about meeting up with me to bring my Xmas presents over, and I could detect no warmth at all behind her words (just a deadness that didn't feel particularly friendly or close) so I expect the phone call was just an attempt to make me feel guilty for not doing Christmas, which she had ample notice about. For me, it has always been the energies behind the words that communicate the loudest, and I have since birth been able to feel the energies behind language when talking to someone, and assumed everyone else could pick up on that too.



A neighbour recently asked me if I was spending Christmas here alone and invited me to spend Christmas with her and her family. I was really touched by this act of friendship but didn't want her to invite me out of concern for me, as in feeling sorry for me, because I didn't see myself as being unable to cope with the holiday season alone, nor in there being anything wrong with doing that. If she was inviting me because she wanted me to be there, because it would be fun, then that is different. Yet the energies behind the invite felt like one of being rescued from a fate worse than death, so I was initially confused by this. My hesitation was compounded by the fact that I was wondering how her family and the relatives that would also be coming, would feel about my appearance on a day that felt like it was devoted to private family gatherings. Christmas to me has always felt like it was about that, and I suppose I was just wanting to know if the others were ok with me turning up too. Lastly, I was thinking aloud about it being too late in the year to book a trip abroad (something I'd been considering previously) and so thought I was confirming that yes, I would definitely like spend the day with her. I never got around to actually verbalising it though as she was walking away by then, and said she would phone me nearer the time, but looked a bit upset as she dashed off.

I bumped into her a second time before Christmas in the street, and I mentioned that I don't recall having given her a definite answer about Christmas yet. I knew I was not quick enough to respond or seeming appreciative enough of her offer, as various streams of thought had been going through my mind before I could open my mouth with an answer, making me look too hesitant or appearing evasive as if wanting to say no. The opposite was true, and I thought it was a great idea. Even if I'd just joined her briefly for a Xmas drink it would have been great. But she quickly ran off again saying that she would phone me later on, and apologised for not having had the time to call yet. She never did. In fact I could tell by the energies behind her words that she wasn't going to. If she had changed her mind, then that is fine. I just wish people would communicate what they mean and mean what they say. It would have been better not to have invited me at all in the first place than to make such a gesture and not follow through or not communicate that plans had changed. I'm not attached to outcomes but I do appreciate the communication part so I know where I am.

As it got nearer to Christmas day I wasn't sure whether to buy anything to bring over for her and her family as I didn't want to arrive empty handed. It was confusing not knowing what was happening, even though not really surprised that nothing did. I try not to impose or put anyone in a corner by keeping them to what they had said or reminding them, but I haven't a clue half the time what is happening when others don't always bother to communicate. Saying one thing and doing something else is different from not communicating anything at all. (I'm only using these examples by way of illustration rather than creating issues where there are none).

I sometimes don't communicate at all if I feel out of vibrational alignment or emotional balance. I then choose not to take any action, including communication, until I am back in vibrational balance and harmony again. If I don't have a full enough understanding of a situation, where there is a lack of information or the energies don't feel right, or things are not what they initially seemed, then I usually pull out of a situation or shut myself off from those people or circumstances until I get the green light to take any action. I tend to feel my way through life. But I usually take people literally and assume they mean what they say, unless they say differently later.

Verbal communication doesn't seem to mean anything to anyone any more. It has become devalued like our monetary currency, and doesn't buy as much as it used to. The 3D world is becoming more confusing by the day. I don't know the rules any more, if I ever did.

My responses don't seem to always translate well in the neurotypical world , so people tend to want to fill in the gaps with their own interpretations or projections rather than just ask me. Am I really that unapproachable, or is it just laziness? It only bothers me in so far as being misunderstood and not truly known.

There are also my special needs to take into account when it comes to certain social situations. When those needs are ignored or the energies don't feel right for me to proceed, it can feel stressful unless I can be heard and my needs honoured, or else I just shut myself off from others until further notice. A meltdown or outburst can happen when too many energies of others get into the mix and cause an overload on my sensitive neurology, like plugging in too many electrical appliances and then blowing a fuse. Being an energy empath doesn't help reduce the intensity either, and it was usually automatic for others' energies to be carried by me until problems were resolved or the energies transmuted, whether those energies were coming from people I know, my immediate environment or from mass consciousness in general. It is an automatic physiological event first, and when overloaded I short-circuit. Then my emotions follow suit in response to the meltdown or the intensity I'm experiencing in my nervous system. It sometimes takes my body two weeks to get back to a state of balance and homeostasis. I've since researched that it is the hypothalamus that is malfunctioning when it takes this long to recover from any stressor, and is part of chronic fatigue syndrome, which I've had. Sleep patterns are also affected, along with being generally dysfunctional until the body recovers slowly by itself.

I am now consciously and deliberately not taking on any more energies that are not mine. It was automatic before, just like breathing. With the first phase of ascension over, there is no need to transmute dense energies like before, such as the unprocessed fears and anxieties of mass consciousness, as the two worlds are now parting so that function of being a cosmic and planetary energy recycling bin now seems redundant, thank goodness.

I don't know where these labels like Aspergers come into it all, or if I even want to adopt them as being mine, but perhaps being an early Indigo and now (these past few months) realising I also share many symptoms and challenges of Aspergers Syndrome, makes me wonder if we are not sometimes talking about similar phenomena that just have different labels attached to them in the metaphysical/spiritual world and in the psychology/medical world. In the medical 3D world I would be seen as someone with a disability, but the way I see it is that I'm merely wired differently in preparation for a new world that has yet to catch up. Whatever the terminology used or the judgements that follow, I'm certain I don't want psychotherapy to make me 'normal.' It is challenging at times when I can't act in socially appropriate ways, or even know what those ways are, but I do actually have good self-esteem due to many years of inner work in spirituality and metaphysical healing. My social isolation was never about any lack of confidence in myself as a person, but more a consequence of the ascension process, my growing independence and self-sufficiency and my disillusionment with seeking outside of myself for distractions that were becoming less satisfying.


So although I felt reluctant to come out about my Aspergers, my first notion of difference had more to do with being born an early Indigo child with a mission to change the planet and mass consciousness via the ascension process. In fact the ascension process is my main obsession. Although I hate labels I'm less concerned about metaphysical ones than medical sounding ones. The medical and psychology world is not understanding and seeing the bigger picture, and everything that doesn't conform with the majority of the population is treated as needing fixing with medication or psychotherapy. Yet what is happening is that the Earth and humanity are evolving beyond this dimension of consciousness, as well as becoming more multidimensional, and a large percentage of the population need to catch up with an evolving and ascending planet where the old ways and rules no longer work. Medication is not the answer. And as far as ascension goes, there isn't a pill you can pop for that.


Society these days is drowning in labels - autism, AS, ADD, ADHD. I guess if I was being born for the first time now and knew Earth was ascending out of 3D I would prefer to hang out in the other dimensions too. And language is also something we are evolving out of, although probably not for a while yet. These children do seem to be more multidimensional, telepathic, emotional sensitive and wired for the higher dimensions. They also seem to pick up on others' energies or feelings rather than language, and will need their safe space to be themselves, and their OWN particular needs to be met for their sense of wellbeing, which will not look the same as the needs of neurotypicals. When I think of how challenging it felt for me as a child and still often gdoes, and I've been around on Earth for much longer to adapt to 3D earth energies and social adaptation, I can only imagine how it must feel for these hypersensitive children arriving on the planet now and having to endure the old educational system along with a more toxic and over stimulating environment. I was looking around for a few channels or extracts to share about autism and indigo or crystal children. It all feels related, and is a subject relevant to the ascension process in general.

This is a channelled extract from the Q and A about autism byTobias through Geoffrey Hoppe:


AUTISM QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 1: Tobias, we were wondering if the large number of children being given the label of “autistic” are Shaumbra who are having trouble adjusting to the New Energies? Our grandson is almost three and has been labeled “autistic.” We have felt since his birth that he was Shaumbra. Any suggestions as to what we could do to help these children hold their own and adjust to the energies that seem overwhelming to them?

TOBIAS: Indeed, so many of the enlightened ones who come in now at this time – who choose you as parents – come in with no base of karma. They come in so open and clear. But yet they are so sensitive, and they are profoundly affected by all of the vibrations around them. They are so sensitive that it throws them out of balance at times, and they cannot hold their focus in this world as a human.

So many of them have chosen you as parents, and guides, and teachers. They know your energy. Your energy, will nurture them, will protect them. They are so open, and they are feeling. But, yet they are having difficulty in adjusting to everything around them. It is important that they feel safe. This will help to ground them more than anything. Talk to them. Talk to them about the safe space that you are creating together with them. Talk to them about grounding themselves in the love of Gaia… Gaia, such a precious, precious spirit in herself, such a nurturing and loving spirit. Have them ground themselves in Gaia. Have them imagine themselves as a tree of life with the roots going firmly into Gaia and the branches opening up to the energies from the heavens. Yes, this combination of grounding and bringing in the divine energy will help with this.

They knew that they chose a difficult role when they came back into this world as opened and clear humans. And, they do need your constant reassurance… oh, especially when they are acting out. They want to know, in a sense, that you will always be there for them no matter what type of feelings they go to. So, yes, indeed this dear one you mention is Shaumbra… Shaumbra, meaning family from home, family who has been together before, who was been on a journey to bring the Divine Human energy to Earth at this time. Shaumbra is not a group that you need to join. It simply means we have been together before, and we walk a common path, and we allow the Spirit to unfold while in human form on Earth.

And here is an extract about Indigo and Crystal children

The Indigo Children have been incarnating on the Earth for the last 100 years. The early Indigos were pioneers and wayshowers. After World War II, a significant number were born, and these are the Indigo adults of today. However, in the 1970s a major wave of Indigos was born, and so we have a whole generation of Indigos who are now in their late twenties and early thirties who are about to take their place as leaders in the world. Indigos continued to born up to about 2000, with increasing abilities and degrees of technological and creative sophistication.

The Crystal Children began to appear on the planet from about 2000, although some date them slightly earlier. These are extremely powerful children, whose main purpose is to take us to the next level in our evolution, and reveal to us our inner power and divinity. They function as a group consciousness rather than as individuals, and they live by the" Law of One" or Unity Consciousness. They are a powerful force for love and peace on the planet.

The Indigo and Crystal Adults are composed of two groups. Firstly, there are those who were born as Indigos and are now making the transition to Crystal. This means they undergo a spiritual and physical transformation that awakens their "Christ" or "Crystal" consciousness and links them with the Crystal children as part of the evolutionary wave of change.

The second group is those who were born without these qualities, but have aquired or are in the process of aquiring them through their own hard work and the diligent following of a spiritual path. Yes, this means that all of us have the potential to be part of the emerging group of "human angels".

The Nature of Multi-Dimensionality

Until fairly recently, all humans born on Earth were born as Third Dimensional beings. This means that they were fully in the material plane or realm, and their consciousness was "locked" into the Third Dimension. They functioned on the first three chakras, the material, the emotional and the mental. Where there was spirituality, it was usually seen as something outside or other than normal every day functioning.

The Indigo children arrived with the key to multi-dimensionality. They were born into Third Dimensional bodies, but their consciousness was effectively in the Fourth Dimension and capable of moving into the Fifth. When this "wave" of Indigo consciousness arrived on the planet in the early 1970s, the way was opened for all humans and the planet itself to shift into the Fourth Dimension. At the Fourth Dimensional level of Consciousness, humans become aware of the Universal Law of One, otherwise known as "Unity Consciousness". This Law states that we are all One, we are all connected and that whatever affects one of us affects all of us. Indigo children carry this awareness in their consciousness, and it leads them to be warriors for many causes that will heal the Earth and stop humans from destroying and polluting their environment and harming other humans.

The Law of One also fosters the understanding in Indigo beings that we are all equal, and that no one is greater than any other. This group consciousness and group awareness is the path to the future for humans. We will learn to function co-operatively and for the good of all if we are to create the New Earth that we desire. Indigos respect the talents and abilities of each individual, but these talents do not make any one greater than anyone else. The play of ego and self-importance has no real place in the life of an Indigo.

For those parents raising autistic children, it is worth checking out Suzy Miller at http://bluestarbrilliance.com and her book Awesomism! (which I haven't read yet). She seems to be very clued in on what is going on with autism and is able to view what is going on with them multidimensionally.



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Other resources on Autism

The Autistic Revolution : Children In the Time of Awakening

As Abraham addresses several questions about autism from parents and a behavioral scientist, Source reveals the surprising role that autistic children play at this unique time in Earth history. This presentation includes material from two different Law of Attraction workshops which occurred about six weeks apart in 2008. Total Running Time: 78 Minutes CD ($15.00) DVD ($19.95)

Now the whole point of this post was to put up a video called 'Never Settle for Sameness' by Abraham channelled through Esther Hicks, so I've digressed a bit. For those who cannot watch the video because of a slow internet connection I'll put a few quotes from it below.




You live in a world that has almost gone mad with the idea of sameness.

You live in a Universe that's based on diversity, based upon difference. It's an expanding Universe not a shrinking Universe.

If we were in your shoes we would be taking pride in our renegade nature of difference, and we would try never again to conform.

And we would would reach this powerful place where we never again try to modify our behaviour based on appealing to someone elses impression of how we should behave.

We would say to anyone willing to listen "I love you but I do not give a rip what you want me to do, I'm following my own guidance system."

"Now I'm aware of my guidance system I can tell which is the right way for me to go, so you can all out there in the peanut gallery beat your drum, make your laws, make every decision in the world about who you think I should be, but I am finally being the me I came to be, I'm following my own bliss."

Not one of you intended to be suppressed. You all intended to find your path and let your light shine in your unique way. And as you compare yourself with each other you lose track of what way IS your way.

But as you listen to the way you feel, as you listen to your gut, then you can tell what way is your way.
And we have never known anyone who was ever happy doing something that somebody else wanted them to do.

If you are not satisfying your own dreams, you are on the wrong track. You must follow your dream. You cannot be a cog in the wheel of somebody elses dream.

The Universe will support you.
Find your dream.
And follow it.
And tell everyone else to buzz off.

Setting Your Vibrational Tone

Having felt quite low since returning home from Stroud, I can see how I've not paid much attention to my vibration but have let 'what is' plus some lack of hope pervade and shape my 'reality' or now moment. In spite of reading every Abraham book on the Law of Attraction and listened to probably every Youtube video by Esther Hicks, I'm still amazed at how easy it is at times to forget everything I know about creating my own reality.......... the one I want that is.

Giving the reasons for this downward spiral in my emotions, however justified it may all feel, will not help get me out of it. I stupidly even put in an offer on a house before working on my vibrational alignment first. I recall being in an upset state when I walked into the estate agents to make my offer, which I felt at the time was more than the house was worth to me, so it felt a bit of a blow when it was refused. The house was the only one I had seen so far. I now feel like making no more house offers until January, and only after I have viewed a few more properties. I feel lukewarm about this house now, and need to be a lot more excited than this to motivate me to pay more, even if it's only a little bit more. I'm trying to get into the Vortex, the term used by Abraham to achieve vibrational alignment and joy, before phoning the estate agents, who keep ringing me for a decision. Being still undecided means I should take no action or decision yet. When in the Vortex any action I take will be inspired action and more in line with what I want. Our vibrational tone attracts to us the reality we want to manifest, and no amount of action can compensate for being out of vibrational alignment.

So today I have been listening to inspiring Abraham videos in order to find that place of hope and optimism within me, and this is something I shall be focusing on for as long as it takes to get back to that inner state where the magic really starts happening. Knowing the theory in our heads is not enough, only applying what we know in practical terms every day will yield results. I know from experience that when I have done this before and got in the Vortex, against all odds, I have perceived everything differently, and even problems and challenges from before were no longer of concern to me. Feeling good is it's own reward, and more important than manifesting stuff, whether that be the house, the relationship, the money, the business success or anything else that we think we need. Yes, those dreams line up for us and are available once in the Vortex, but we only wanted those material manifestations in order to feel good, because we believed that attaining them would help us to feel better. Once feeling better, they become almost redundant, but we are in a better position to really enjoy them now because we are no longer in a state of disallowing our well-being through resistant (negative, opposite) thoughts and feelings.