Monday, 26 October 2009

David Wilcock Conference


For the last 3 days I was at David Wilcock's Divine Cosmos Conference, at the Sheraton Heathrow hotel near the airport, having booked a last minute ticket on impulse. I was not really familiar with David's research (although had heard of him from the past) and had only watched a video of his on the internet on the day I booked, but his work seemed to touch on a lot of the topics I was interested in, which I have some understanding of due to my own research and conscious awareness over the years. My main interest is really the ascension process, metaphysics and higher consciousness, but even that touches on so many other topics that it is impossible to compartmentalize everything into neat boxes. My perspective I expected to be different, and maybe I wouldn't resonate with everything he may say, but what fascinated me was the scientific approach and research that had gone into backing up some of the metaphysical stuff I had just 'known' to be true through my intuitive abilities over the years. I don't have the need to wait for science to verify what I feel I know anyway through some other means (it's already in my DNA?), so it was good to have a whole different approach to my favourite topics and have David connect some of the dots, as he seemed to know a lot about many different subjects from biology and physics, metaphysics, crop circles, Atlantis, extra-terrestrials, the Illuminati, health, evolution, channeling, dream interpretation, ascension, ancient civilizations, 2012, psychic prophesy and so on.



So, I arrived a bit late as I waited ages for the bus to take me there from the airport. I'd intended to go home each night to central London even though there was engineering works planned at the weekend for a section of the tube that was the only way to get to the airport. It felt too extravagant to pay for 3 nights at the Sheraton on top of the ticket price, especially for someone whose work I wasn't familiar with. Just go with the flow, I thought. The first night was only 3 hours and he was introducing his background and early life, and I was surprised his mother was there giving talks too. He mentioned the Edgar Cayce connection and showed his astrological chart which was very similar to Cayce's. I was familiar with Edgar Cayce from reading I'd done many years ago, and it didn't matter to me whether David was connected to Cayce from a past lifetime or not. If he feels there is a connection then there probably is something in that, but I don't think that need give him more or less credibility, it's just an interesting sidetrack to me.

The next day I took the coach to the conference and thought I'd take the tube going back, as the last coach was 9.40pm and the conference wasn't due to end that day until 10pm. He talked about a lot of subjects and maybe I will write separate blog posts later on about some of them.

There was also music that was played either before or after the talks, with David singing, his mother on keyboards and Larry on guitar. I wasn't expecting any music at all, but the lyrics or music seemed to trigger something in me and caused a cathartic release later on that night, when I broke down in tears. It was only the next day when I learned that it had had the same effect on some of the others. During the talk itself I kept zoning in and out, despite my efforts to stay present and awake. The topics were of interest to me and I wasn't tired enough for this extreme reaction, but I've had this happen before when I was at a Pleiadian channeling and it seems to have nothing to do with needing sleep. It would come over me in regular waves where I would be "absent" for a few seconds every minute or less, and I'd feel embarassed every time I opened my eyes wondering how long I'd been gone. Zoning out to this extent despite trying hard to override it with my will could mean that I was perhaps needing to be in two places at once, for whatever reason.

We ended that day with a meditation and toning, by which time the day finished late at 10.33pm. I was concerned about getting back and whether I could make it, as I didn't want to get halfway and get stranded, especially as the hotel hoppa buses were not always that frequent. Someone offered to give me a lift to the airport to save a bit of time, only we couldn't even make it out of the car park as his ticket wasn't working to lift the barrier. As even more time had elapsed it seemed a better idea to look for a hotel room nearby as I was told they had no more rooms left at the Sheraton. So we went to the next hotel once he had sorted out getting out of the car park as they gave him another ticket, only to find the next hotel was also full, and to have the same experience with the car park barrier - this time we couldn't get out of the car park.
Finally I found a cheap motel which had a room for that night. Problem was, they needed identification and would only accept a passport or driving license, neither of which I had.

So it was back to the Sheraton, and this time he enquired for me as he said they often have to hold blocks of rooms for flights and maybe there may be one free now, as it was an hour or so later. Sure enough they had a room free this time around, which was in the next price bracket up. I was amazed to have been given Room No.3333 and took this as a good sign from the universe that I was meant to be here. After ordering a meal to be brought to my room as the restaurant was closed, I then broke down in tears. I knew what the tears were about, and although nothing to do with events of that day, I recalled David saying that the music was intended to open the chakras. I thought at the time that he'd meant HIS chakras because he was indulging his love of music, but mine were getting a good cleansing that night. The lyrics were meant to help trigger any emotional healing that needed to happen, and I hadn't realised how much hurt stuff was still buried within me. I did feel much better after that.

I met some more people on the last day, and everyone seemed very friendly. I decided not to take notes, and couldn't anyway with this constant zoning in and out of consciousness. I just made a brief note of some book titles and websites to look up later, and found myself drawn to some of the health topics he touched upon and anything to do with DNA. David seemed to be clued in enough about ascension for me to not doubt his authenticity, and he was not part of the doom and gloom conspiracies camp, despite his various contacts. I liked him, his sense of humour and his energies. He did mention something about an important disclosure or some major event that would happen this year, sometime before Xmas. So next month could be interesting as his past prophesies have all been verified.


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Wednesday, 21 October 2009

Books on Ascension and New Consciousness


After many years of completely immersing myself in audio channelings and books about ascension, I no longer feel the need to keep purchasing this material in the way I used to, so this list mainly reflects what I found useful during the course of those years when books, channellings and websites on ascension felt more like a lifeline. There is a lot of rubbish and new age fluff out there on the internet and in bookshops for sale too, and I spent a lot of years weeding out the best of them. You will find your own favourites of course, but everything I'm recommending below is relevant to the new energies and new consciousness, rather than dealing with the more old energy "new age" topics like crystals, angels, tarot, chakras, psychology and alternative therapies. Nothing wrong with any of those latter topics if you are deriving some benefit from any of them, it is just that this blog is more concerned with the leading edge of new consciousness.


I would personally start with any of the following channellers:


PAMELA KRIBBE - Channeler for Jeshua (the whole website is very well worth reading, and not as long as some of the others)


ESTHER HICKS - Channeller for ABRAHAM (mainly Law of Attraction)


GEOFFREY HOPPE - Channeller for TOBIAS, ADAMUS ST.GERMAIN and KUTHUMI


STEVE ROTHER - Channeller for THE GROUP


DARRYL ANKAR - Channeller for BASHAR


LEE CARROLL - Channeller for KRYON


All of the above authors/channellers are very different but all excellent. See 'LINKS TO CHANNELERS' in the sidebar of this blog to access their websites.


There are many more, but I want to keep this page simple, and the total output of all of the above will keep you going for ages, if not years.


The following titles by the above authors and other writers are a selection for those beginning their awakening process or who are new to spiritual and metaphysical concepts.

I list the books first, followed by audio CDs, then all other formats within each author section. Some channels (eg.Bashar) are almost all on audio or video alone rather than in book form. Some links earn me a small percentage in commission if you purchase via my link (at no extra charge to you though) and most do not.


Other book and audio products not included here may be found in the side-bar of my blog. There is a shop of new consciousness material (books, CDs and audio downloads) on all manner of topics on the Crimson Circle website. Just click on the link near the top of the sidebar.



GEOFFREY HOPPE


Books



Creator Series: New Tools for our New Spiritual Journey. Tobias channels from August 2000 to July 2001. Good one to start with.


Masters in the New Energy. Adamus Saint-Germain provides the guideposts for those who choose to go beyond limited thoughts and beliefs into a new understanding of reality. (2007)



CDs


Embodiment Series CD set. Tobias channels (aka Shouds) from August 2004 to July 2005. 24 CDs in binder.


Clarity Series CD set Tobias channels (aka Shouds) from August 2005 to July 2006. 24 CDs in nice binder.


Journey of the Angels CD set. This is the story of creation that has never been told before. It explains how and why we became separated from Spirit, helps us to understand what transpires in the angelic realms, and it paints a new a refreshing picture of why Earth was created and why we chose to come here.


There are many more products from this website but the above would be good as an overview to begin with.




STEVE ROTHER


Books


Re-Member: A Handbook for Human Evolution


Welcome Home: Life on the New Planet Earth

Greetings from Home: A Celebration of a Decade of "Beacons of Light"

So I'M God... Now What?: Tools For empowered Humans




ESTHER HICKS


Books


Ask and It Is Given: Learning to Manifest the Law of Attraction

The Astonishing Power of Emotions: Let Your Feelings be Your Guide: Let Your Feelings Be Your Guide


Money and the Law of Attraction: Learning to Attract Wealth, Health and Happiness

The Vortex: Where The Law of Attraction Assembles All Cooperative Relationships (Teachings of Abraham)



LEE CARROLL


Books (there are many Kryon books, this is just a small sampling)


Kryon Book 8- Passing The Marker: Book VIII (Kryon series)


Kyron: the New Beginning (2002)

A New Dispensation: (Plain Talk For Confusing Times) (Kryon)2004




Transition Now: The End of Duality, 2012 and Beyond














DARRYL ANKAR


CDs


For list of Bashar CDs and DVDs for sale

http://bashar.org/catalog/recent.html





KAREN BISHOP


Books (she has since closed her website, but some of her books can be found on Amazon)


The Ascension Primer (Book One)

Staying in Alignment: Life in the Higher Realms Series - Book Two


Remembering Your Soul Purpose: A Part of Ascension - SECOND EDITION: 2nd


Stepping Into the New Reality





Ekhart Tolle's message is simple: living in the now is the truest path to happiness and enlightenment. And while this message may not seem stunningly original or fresh, Tolle's clear writing, supportive voice and enthusiasm make this an excellent manual for anyone who's ever wondered what exactly "living in the now" means.



No matter how much money you pile up, there′s always a price to pay in the form of restrictions, stress, relationship strain, health issues, disillusionment, and other problems—that is, if you play according to the rules and regulations you were taught. The only way to win The Money Game is to bust loose from it altogether, discard the rules and regulations you thought you had to play by, and start playing a new game with a new set of rules that work for you.


FOR BEGINNERS TO SPIRITUALITY IN GENERAL


These processes taught by Orin, a spirit teacher, aim to help readers accelerate their spiritual growth, and live their life with more joy, harmony, peace and love. This work teaches readers how to be the higher self in everyday life, create a vision of higher purpose and manifest what you want.
Sanaya Roman's other books are also worth getting, and are ideal if you are starting out on your spiritual path of awakening. Living with Joy: Keys to Personal Power and Spiritual Transformation (Earth life) is also useful as a reminder to do what you love regardless of whether it brings in any cash rewards straight away.




Monday, 19 October 2009

My Swan Totem




About two months ago we were asked to choose an animal totem. I chose the swan (and a secondary totem, the horse).

We are going to be using our totems to go out and energize potentials for us, to do work for us. They are really extensions of our own energy. I'm still not too sure how to work with mine, but the fact that we have one at all means that other darker energies leave us alone. Hopefully I'll be able to record some results of working with my animal totem in later posts.
I didn't do a lot of research apart from which ones felt right. If I'd thought about it too much it would have been hard to decide. And for the purpose of this post I did a bit more research online and came up with some more meanings. The following is a basic outline of what the Swan animal totem means, according to google:


Swan as a totem is strong medicine. Swans are graceful, strong, and tend to live a very long life. For this reason the swan as a totem represents grace, strength, and longevity. As a species swans mate for life. A swan showing up can indicate the one you are with, or someone you are soon to meet is a soul-mate. The swan teaches that there is beauty in all things. As an archetype, the swan begins life as an "ugly ducking" and yet emerges into a beauty when full grown. This children's story is a tale of soul-growth and also teaches inner beauty. The swan's message may very well be that things are not as they appear outwardly. Look beyond the obvious.


If the Swan is your totem animal, you are emotionally sensitive, empathic towards the feelings of others, and you draw people to you. The pure white swan is a solar symbol, whereas the Australian black swan is a nocturnal symbol. With its long neck, the Swan acts as a bridge between the worlds, making it an oracular bird. Being a cool weather bird, its direction is North. Swans are excellent totems for children, as well as those connected to the Fairy Realm, poets, bards, mystics, and dreamers. Many healers use a swan feather in smudging and healing ceremonies. A swan feather tied to an instrument such as a harp would be a powerful adjunct to music therapy. In the Medicine Cards, pulling the Swan card tells you to "accept your ability to know what lies ahead, pay attention to your hunches, gut knowledge, and female intuitive side".



The swan gives you the ability to handle change and transformation with grace and dignity. Swan flies even higher than Eagle. Elders teach that Swan is a great shamaness, because she sees not only this world but also into the next one.


So now I'm interested in buying a swan feather, or even a swan feather boa! Not been able to find anything so far on the internet, so do let me know if you know of a website that sells them. I have a lake nearby in the park which is two minutes walk from me, but I think the swans have either flown south or are hibernating on those islands in the lake.


Before I wrote this post I had a quick look on wikipedia about the meaning of 'swan song'. It said:

The phrase "swan song" is a reference to an ancient belief that the Mute Swan (Cygnus olor) is completely mute during its lifetime until the moment just before it dies, when it sings one beautiful song.
By extension, "swan song" has become an idiom referring to a final theatrical or dramatic appearance, or any final work or accomplishment. It generally carries the connotation that the performer is aware that this is the last performance of his or her lifetime, and is expending everything in one magnificent final effort.



Well, this is probably my last performance on Earth, my final mission here before I depart for other realms on my next adventure, and so in a way this IS like one magnificent final effort. Although I haven't exactly been mute during my lifetime, I have until recently been working behind the scenes for many years in my lightworker and new energy pioneering role, and it is only lately that I have come out of the closet and been willing to be more visible about it.


'Swansong' also reminded me of a time when, after attending my mother's funeral, I was waiting for the train to take me back to London. The music of Swan Lake suddenly came on over the loudspeakers. It was surreal. I'd never witnessed music being played like this at any train station, let alone this small coastal one which I had been to many times before. I was already in a state of grief, but Tchaikovsky's Swan Lake was just somehow making it all feel much worse and a lot more dramatic.


My sister didn't believe me when I told her about it over the phone later, so she had to phone my other sister to verify my information. Sure enough, they had started to play classical music at this station, for reasons which I now forget. Looking back, it seems rather appropriate that it would have been played, as symbolic of my mother singing one last beautiful song before leaving this lifetime.


9-9-9 Portal - Into the new reality

I have to admit that even though I knew the date of 9/9/09 was important numerologically, I didn't at the time have any idea about it's significance until I was well into October. I had obtained a copy of Karen Bishop's e-book Crossing Over, which also helped to make sense of a lot of what had been going on for me, as well as what the 9/9/09 had really been about. It also tied in with energy shifts that had happened around the time of the Summer Solstice, and why I felt so weepy on and off in addition to my mourning the departure, or rather re-birth, of someone I had felt very close to over the past ten years.






I cannot copy anything that Karen wrote for reasons of copyright, but you can easily obtain a copy of her e-book which is available from her website Emerging Earth Angels, for a donation.

Instead I'll sum up what I can recall from various sources. Basically, the ascension plan had changed. A few years ago there was some grief felt by some of us lightworkers over the realisation that the old and new earth would not now be merging. Not enough of humanity had awakened and it would be another 30 years before it looked like this could be possible. The Earth was ascending, or entering a higher dimension, whether humanity was going along or not, and we needed as many people as possible on board to awaken and ascend with the planet as a certain critical mass was important.

Those of us who were the wayshowers or pioneers were also more than ready to move forward with our own ascension process, but waited longer for more of humanity to awaken. The alternative was for the two worlds to split, vibrationally speaking, and those still residing in the old energy world would not be able to continue living on an ascending planet but would eventually have to continue their existence elsewhere, as we were leaving duality and the old energy paradigm behind. So our ascension process kind of stagnated for about two years while we waited for more of the population to wake up, until we could wait no longer. The ascension plan had always been risky, and needed a certain amount of flexibility as it is impossible to know what humans will do too far ahead in the future, although those in the non-physical realms have a way of measuring consciousness on the planet and seeing potential trends, even if only a few years ahead and based on choices being made today.

Most of us who are on the leading edge of the ascension process are also very sensitive to energies, and I for one was tapping in to the emotions of mass consciousness and experiencing the fears and anxieties in my own body as if they were my own. The summer before last was particularly intense, and I felt that if the volume was turned up any more I would pass out. This year was less intense but only I think because I was finally being relieved of my duties to be a conduit for the unprocessed and toxic emotions of the masses, which also get dumped into the Earth. No wonder my nervous system was starting to short circuit and feel delicate and burned out. It was exhausting having to remain in such dense energies when ascending, and living in a highly populated city like London didn't help much either.


So the energy shift at the solstice, and the final parting moment on 9 Sept 09 started the separation of the old and new energy worlds.


Different dimensions or frequencies can both exist in the same space, can overlap, at least for a while. But there is no longer any waiting, we are all going our separate ways depending on what choices we have made and where we currently are in our consciousness and evolution. All I know is that the chasm will be getting wider and wider now as time goes on. Those still residing in the old energy world will experience a world becoming more chaotic and challenging, although there is still assistance from the non-physical realms for those who seek it, and others will now be free to create a life of more joy, fun and ease on a very new gameboard, exploring new frontiers and new energy, which is very different from how old energy worked, so none of us really know what to expect - even those in the non-physical realms. Those who are not in embodiment on Earth do not necessarily know more than we do. And there are also those in the non-physical realms who are not interested in whether the Earth and humanity ascends, so it is important not to give our power away by believing others know more than we do because they don't have bodies or they are from other planets - it is us, after all, who are on the front line, the leading edge of the ascension process. And many of us came from other star systems originally, and had many lifetimes on Earth in preparation for this time in Earth's history.


All I know is that I have been on the ascension path for nearly a decade in this lifetime (and various other spiritual paths for much longer than that) during which time my life has been far from 'normal', resulting in most if not all of my old life being completely erased. But then again I didn't come to this planet to do 'normal'. The more of humanity who awaken to their own divinity and creator abilities, realising that they are god also, the easier it is for all of us to move forward, as on a higher level we are really all one.

Now, the old reality will seem very far away as the chasm becomes much wider, and the old duality world will hardly effect those who have chosen to move into a higher frequency on Earth.



We are currently living in two worlds - the new energy world of the new consciousness made up of those who have chosen to ascend, living alongside and interacting with the old energy world, which includes those who have chosen on some level not to evolve or ascend, and to continue living in the old 3D paradigm of duality.

"Two worlds, side-by-side. Two realities co-existing together. One not knowing that the other has changed. One not understanding that there are two worlds. The other world of the new energy blessed with great understanding, but yet great responsibility. Responsibility to guide those who seek your help to come through that tunnel, to release all that no longer serves them. To change their history books as well, in order to be in your reality.

This is the time of split, as we would call it. It is the time of becoming two earths. And this is appropriate, for in your future, after what is projected to be the year 2012, a time of quantum change, there will be two earths that exist, and they will no longer be side-by-side. They will not be in the same space together. They will be two after this date (2012). This date, as you know, is not fixed. It is simply a weigh point in the future. The final change could occur before this time, as early as the year 2007. But for now, we simply say we are at the midway point."

To read the full channel, Two Earths,
presented at the Crimson Circle, December 11, 1999, click here.


From my own experience and inner knowingness, this split into two worlds that will no longer be able to co-exist side-by-side has already started separating in 2009. How fast the chasm widens and how that will look remains to be seen. In the meantime we are still interacting with others in the old world at what Karen Bishop refers to as the 'dimensional border'.