Summer of 2010

Well I followed my strong inner promptings to get out of the city by this summer at the very latest, not knowing (still) the whys of it all, but knowing that my inner guidance is all I have to rely on. I’d also felt what I can only decribe as partial disconnection from my soul or essence soon after moving here, and wondered whether the re-wiring of my physicality (DNA mutation and evolution of our bodies during the ascension process) had somehow gone askew, if I had a few loose wires somewhere metaphorically speaking, or if indeed I’d just moved here to die rather than start a new life as I’d previously imagined. I’m familiar with the first part of the death process and so I recognised/remembered some of the signs and sensations on multiple levels. As I wanted to remain on the planet to experience this transition from 3D to the higher dimensional earth whilst still in physical body, I was confused by this. Actually, at first it shocked me, then I stopped caring or even hoping for anything better because I wasn't sure I wanted to stay if I didn't start feeling a whole lot better than this soon.

I wouldn’t want to stay if the new earth or new energies would not get anchored here, as I’m done with playing around in 3D energies or recycling the same old distractions or dramas to keep me entertained in such energy density while the masses caught up. So in a way there is already too much of a chasm that I can’t step back into to play in the same 3D sandbox even if I wanted to (which I don’t because what used to keep me going and entertained back then now does nothing for me, so I'd be faking it).

Yet neither am I fully anchored into the new energy earth, although have had occasional days and enough glimpses of elation during this latest weird phase to show me that its not so much about me as about the ‘energy bombings’ and ‘light feeding’ that Karen Bishop mentions in her email (to follow). I’ve lost count of the number of posts on forums this summer where people have shared in various ways how they have recently felt they have reached rock bottom (whether it is just an inner experience or seemingly about outer circumstances), and although I’m not in that energetic space now I can certainly relate to it having been an unusually challenging summer , when I started to doubt myself and my decisions, wondering what I may have done ‘wrong’ to have lost my way like that. It really did feel like living in a parallel world where I couldn't connect with anyone or anything (even the internet).

So reading Karen’s email gives me SOME confirmation and relief that (as is so often the case) this has been a general ascension scenario shared by many around the globe, and anchoring the new earth here is probably going to continue to be a tweaking and fine-tuning process for some time yet. There is no advance plan or blueprint, as far as I know, because

a) this transition to a higher dimension en masse has never been attempted on earth before while humans have been still living here in physical bodies, so nobody really knows how all this will turn out. Those of us consciously working on the leading edge of the ascension process or transition of Earth are really on the front line, so to speak, working with the non-physicals and off-planetary beings as a team. There is also the other 'team' or those who would prefer the planetary ascension to not take place, plus a whole lot of other factors that we have yet to become aware of.

b) we are all interconnected as a humanity as well as being unique expressions of that Oneness, and it is impossible to predict what the majority of humanity will choose from moment to moment, which in turn influences the ascension process. Not as many as was hoped are awakening at this time or choosing to expand beyond the 3D paradigm, and change cannot be imposed on the outside despite the amount of light (higher frequency/consciousess) currently bombarding the planet and stirring up all kinds of chaos and imbalance in 3D mass consciousness on Earth.

I felt like I wasn’t fully “here” throughout most of August and September, not grounded and feeling a need to keep myself to mySelf for a while. I’m not sure where I “went” but it took until the Autumn Equinox to fully return myself back here into 'reality' again and to feel ok enough to start contacting people, some of whom were concerned as they hadn’t heard from me since I moved, didn't have my address and couldn’t even get a connection through to my mobile phone.

Now that I’m back into some sort of shared timeline that feels vaguely familiar, and especially now that I have internet connection (which I waited many weeks for, which I'm sure wasn't coincidence either) I thought I’d check out my blog and start posting on it again.

Synchronistically, Karen Bishop (whose energy alerts often seemed spot on to me) came out too soon after, with a rare communication since retiring from her previous role and website. I’m glad she did as I’ve been thinking about her lately, and she manages to sum up what this summer has been about and felt like for me also.

THE LATEST UPDATE by Karen Bishop

What a challenging and confusing ride it has been for these past several months!

So many attempts have been made to put a successful plan (for raising the consciousness and vibration of the

planet) into place, that this latest plan seemed to come out of the blue.

And while we are in it and experiencing it in physical form, we can easily get blindsided and most certainly flattened, unable to see the forest for the trees.

At the end of April and beginning of May, it was clear that many of us were going to be "removed" from the planet for a while, while a cleansing was taking place. I can remember telling friends that we would be lifted up like beautiful ornaments on a table while the table was dusted and cleaned, and then we would be put back down.

But I had no idea it would take this long...nor be so challenging!

For the past three years or so, many of us at our soul levels (or those at the helm of this process) have been putting together new and revised plans to support this impending and certain Shift of the Ages.

Many miscalculations were made, all with good intentions, and this resulted in many changes with the course and a much longer and drawn out plan than was anticipated.

Very briefly put, it was thought that the souls here on the planet now would take over on their own, holding a high vibration and connecting together like a grid, but not enough souls chose to grow and expand and thus, we did not take over on our own.

Many attempts were made to try and keep the vibration high enough by separating from lower vibrations through a separation of the worlds and then yet another one. Even after we "arrived" in a new space in the cosmos, this alone did not seem to have an effect on the tight grip of old patterns and denser and darker energies. Even in higher vibrating energies, many continued to create the old once again.

So this latest plan was finally implemented, and with so many of us acutely weary from the extended time it had taken thus far, this latest plan really took a toll on many of us. Many also went into fear as so much that had been "predicted" did not come to pass as the plan had to continually be tweaked due to unpredictable fear

based behavior patterns by many souls on the earth. Was everything over and done with? Was all we had been through one big sad joke?

Did the planet decide to descend into hell instead of into heaven?

Not enough souls were "ready" for a higher vibrating existence nor ready to connect to one another. So then, a massive cleansing needed to occur.

Many times I likened it to receiving chemotherapy treatments in tandem with huge "energy bombs" that blew anything and everything out of its old groove. More on this later.

Basically, we had a re-run of 2009 during the past several months.

With similar planetary and celestial movements, and similar experiences, but it is hoped that it will turn out different this time because of all the cleansing. Let's cross our fingers.

In addition, many of us have been "removed" for a while, so that is a bit different too. (Feelings of not being all here, not in our body, blocked from our creativity, difficulty in waking up in the morning, memory problems, not on top of our game, etc., are symptoms of being removed for awhile.) Because of the cleansing plan, we had to get out of the road. We had to be removed from the massive energy blasts that were due to hit, and which DID hit! But there were other reasons as well why many of us needed to duck and take cover.

There were those who continued to depend upon others to receive their light. A few months ago, I visited one of my favorite spots in Southwest Colorado where I had lived in times past. A huge energy vortex at the time, it was truly a magical place. But what a difference now. The higher vibrating energy there had been sucked dry by many who came to experience this energy. And after awhile, the higher level energy was finally depleted. This same scenario was also experienced by souls on the planet who were carrying light within themselves. They were getting sucked dry and thus needed to remove themselves for a while in order to give these dependent souls time to find their own light within themselves and in their own way.

In this way, a new plan was devised, and even if many of us were not aware of it, at our soul levels we followed along. We had to completely cut off from the rest of the planet for a while. If ever our loving natures ventured out, they were many times taken advantage of, disrespected, and mistreated. Many of us had to walk around the planet sealed tighter than Fort Knox...no openings allowed. We were simply following the new plan and removing our energy for a while. The connections consisting of heart energies remained nonetheless, and so, finding or maintaining these was a beautiful consolation.

Beginning with the solstice in June, the massive "energy bombings" arrived. Just when we felt we might be situated somewhere once again, pow! Along would come a huge hit and we would be knocked out of our grooves all over again. Everything had to be removed and usurped from its prior location so that the big heat of the "chemotherapy" treatments could take hold. So then, everything was usurped and what did not need to remain was "burned off."

Experiencing heat stroke with our animal companions and ourselves was common during this time. Have a lower vibrating thought of fear or negativity, and the heat brigade would rush in and clean up!

What an intense training in positive and higher vibrating thinking!

Because of all of the above, there was a massive absence of light during these months.

Those holding light were sealed up like a vault, or under cover, while what remained was being bombarded by

the cleaning crew implementing a massive scrub down and clean up mission! In this way, there was nothing to connect to. We were separated from much, and at the same time, in yet another massive birth canal, unable to see outside of its walls. Completely empty and surrounded by seeming darkness was a common occurrence.

And those chemotherapy treatments left nothing much within us...we had to be wiped clean for a very new start. Seemingly no light anywhere, but lots of destruction and removal everywhere.

Many souls chose to leave the planet during this time as well.

In times past, prior attempts at bringing up the vibration of the planet allowed for greater wiggle room or certainly more choices to be made. But what resulted each and every time was an eventual allowing, which resulted in the darker or denser energies building up once again and continuing to grip and hold our new earth in lower vibrating patterns. So this time, these lower vibrating energies needed to seriously be removed so that the light could finally take hold, take over, and continue growing. No more false starts, stutters and sputters, and eventual collapses. Serious action was now called for here. A clean slate was needed for different choices to be made. In this way, what needs to sprout now is the light. It needs to dominate. This newest plan then, also involved a loss of choice and power during these months, but there was good reason.

We would tell our vehicle to turn right and it would go left. Step on the brake and we would go forward. Step on the gas and we would go backwards. Start something new, become excited, and the next day it would blow up. Try and think of something new, and it would not gel. A piece would trickle in, we would follow the crumbs (the VERY FEW crumbs), and then it would suddenly disappear. What was happening here was an attempt to hold onto a new shore while we were still flying down the river, not yet at our intended destination. Not enough had been cleared away to reveal the new and pristine energy that was to remain. Not time to hold onto anything quite yet.

All this time we were being divinely protected. Strangely enough, all our needs were being met, if even in strange and unusual ways. Something knew more than we did, that there was a light at the end of this new tunnel, even if we were being blocked from knowing ourselves, and it guided and protected us all the way. This something, this beautiful energy from above, these glorious angels that continue to watch over us, twisted and turned us into grooves that would keep us safe, untouched as much as possible, and most certainly, in alignment with our very new spaces, even if we were still unsure what and where these spaces would be.

After we were done experiencing the massive pressure tunnel created by all the celestial events beginning with the solstice, we finally landed somewhere on August 8th. We may have felt that we were finally "somewhere," that we were now home and that we could exhale. But only for a few days, as it did not stick. During this time we may have felt like we were in a parallel universe, or perhaps we had gone back in time, or even felt unsure of where we truly were. Like two massive ships docking side by side, attempting to connect to each other, one parallel universe to another, we may have felt great but only for about four days. We bounced out of the new connection. Things really got tough after that because there was NOTHING to hold onto then. Plans that had been put in place were suddenly changed, new information received was suddenly not implemented, and this was when things really got tough.

Many souls left the planet during this time. My prior husband Phil passed away suddenly from a massive stroke and heart attack. With all the losses and deterioration during this time, it was a challenging time for many. As August neared its end, the "energy bombings" ended as well. Then the "releasing" began (the dizziness and vertigo felt from our light bodies assisting in taking us somewhere new was common during this time). We were beginning a process of being released from old obligations and much of anything that had been holding us down and keeping us back. By mid-September, the releasing process was gaining momentum and the message was clear that we were DONE. We had completed this monumental phase and we were finally done. We were done with all we had agreed to do this past year, and even done with all we had agreed to do for the entire first BOOK of the ascension process. We were now free and clear. We may have felt like suddenly travelling, starting a brand new life, and so forth, as we prepared ourselves, FINALLY, for the new.

Even though many of us experienced great challenges during this time, there were others who held the level below us steady. Their work was thriving, and they seemed untouched.

"Why am I suffering so, and Joe is having his best year yet?!" we may have wondered.

"Am I being punished for something?"

Everything could not transition at once, or crash at once, or the planet would be in quite a catastrophe! So then, now that many of us are "done," we will now connect to each other and create a brand new grid.

An energy "pin" has been put into place to hold things steady until these new connections are complete. And when they are complete, this "pin" will be removed and the level below us will then begin to collapse.

Is the internet going to collapse too? No one can predict a scenario like this, but it has certainly outlived its original and pristine purpose and become contaminated like so many other arenas.

The "New Age" movement is over as well, but where we will find ourselves is on an even playing field with those who match us through heart connections.

Many made great strides during this time. We adjusted our personal energy patterns where they needed adjusting (I am still not done yet!), and in this way, we will finally be able to connect to one another as was originally planned. Our energies are much more subtle now, if we allow them to be. But there are yet others who have not chosen to benefit from looking within and making changes.

We will find ourselves connecting to those with whom we belong, and thank goodness, because we can no longer go it alone. We need this new grid, and it will be comprised of each and every one of us who have chosen to stay and continue on with the creation and/or experience of the new planet earth.

Wishing you heaven in your heart, starlight in your soul, and

miracles in your life during these miraculous times,

Karen Bishop

www.emergingearthangels.com (for now!)

Karen Bishop, P.O. Box 15196, Rio Rancho, NM 87174, USA