Releasing Your Ascension Story

The latest by Lauren (ThinkWithYourHeart.net) is the only article or channel I have seen lately that seemed accurate enough for me to post here, at least in terms of where I feel I'm currently at. So I'm posting it here in its entirety for the benefit of those who need to translate (see sidebar). I confess that much of the recent channels on the web have either left me cold at best or merely irritated as being so much new age blah blah blah.

I can relate to this one, apart from most of the physical symptoms as I "only" have problems with the fatigue and bloating these days. I am so ready to start my new simple life, and this weekend will buy some large stackable boxes so that I can begin packing at least and de-clutter, in preparation for my re-location. Still need to find the house, although the energies up until now have not supported me in doing any action, so the packing part will help make it feel more real and soon. I so want it to unfold with ease and not struggle, which is why I have paid attention to the energies on a day to day basis and not pushed against anything, despite my knowing that I am no longer meant to be living in this place. It certainly does still feel like having a foot in both worlds.

We are all on different steps of the ascension ladder, and while I am more than ready to "retire", to me that retirement takes more the form of having an outwardly "normal" life, which includes enjoyment of a simple life with loving friends, animals, relationships, nature, creative outlets, and the beauty of a few treasured possessions.

It is only when I look back on the last ten years of my ascension process that I realise how untypical and even isolated my life has become. Yet I wouldn't have changed any of it as the gifts have far outweighed the challenges of being amongst the first wave of ascension (or new consciousness) pioneers, and I still do feel that I am open to the teaching side so haven't really retired in that sense. My healing practice I gave up years ago, so the whole idea of healing or being a healer is still a turn-off for me. I almost feel I've come full circle in that although from the outside my "retirement" from the ascension story (although I don't think it really ends, just reaches a new plateau where we reside for a while) may start to look similar to those who have taken for granted those things I was never giving priority to before (eg. material things, house ownership, relationships), I am actually now in a position to enjoy the best of both worlds, and tend to see the material as spiritual too, not something I strive for to fill a sense of lack, but as a self-nurturing gift to myself after fulfilling my soul contract in helping to anchor the new energies on earth. I am therefore in a position to enjoy them in a different way and from a different vantage point on this part of the spiral of ascension.

It is worth bearing in mind that what is appropriate for one person or one part of the ascension journey, may not necessarily be so for another in terms of their growth. Having lost everything I held near and dear from my old life, and literally wiped my past clean, it really does feel like starting anew as I make those first tentative steps in building the foundations of a new life in a totally new energy.

The Ascension Story

So by now we know that there are two ways to ascend beyond duality consciousness: thru physical death or through physical upgrades.

The latter, by which we have termed physical, or biological "ascension", is not foolproof by any means, yet it is the most highly supported and regarded endeavor at this time of rapid evolution. And those who have chosen this route to higher consciousness are the frontiersmen, the pioneers who have founded a new world...a new perceptual reality... and are preparing to share in the untouched bounty of its limitless abundance.

The final trek was a steep, slippery slope. Some weren't able to hold on thru the recent blast of equinoctial energy, but those who did...those who led the brigade to its vibrational destination..are no doubt tired as hell, worn out, and battle-weary. Yet, it is also this group who has mastered the ability to steer clear of illusion, even in the final hour, and hold tight to the mast thru the punishing winds each time the seas get turbulent. It's these brave souls who have taken the hardest hits, faced the harshest elements, weathered many unbearable storms and as a result, it is these souls who are finally stepping into retirement.

The end of this soul-contract is not like retirement in earthly terms, more like a feeling of indescribable accomplishment and far reaching new beginnings... a time of graduating from spiritual warrior to earth master....from carbon to crystalline....from polar to scalar...from linear time to unified NOW time.

Transcending Time and Space

I have been hearing that the solar gateway of the 2010 vernal equinox...within the sixth night of the galactic wave movement... is providing us with the opportunity to enter into timelessness. This means that those empty vessels who have released the burdens of duality are now in the process of transcending time & space and preparing to operate within the compressed fields of zero-point energy, or unidimensionality.

Unidimensionality is used here to describe a unilateral point outside of time and space....it is the result of merging into completeness thru collapsing timelines and operating from the perspective of ONE.

The Next Phase

The next act in this ascension play is all about the outward expressions of our internal rewiring. It is the phase by which we get to apply our knowledge and workings of energy in physical form. This part of the journey duly requires that we access the fields of pure potentiality, also known as scalar wave energies, to procure the blissful results that we have been working for years (and lifetimes!) to manifest.

The Vernal equinox was a powerful gateway for the transformation of humanity and played a significant part in restructuring the entire earth and cosmos . The solar surge came cascading down from the great central sun to instill new codes into the planetary grid.

This amazingly powerful event caused a necessary recoiling of our energies for a final regrouping & readjustment period before we externalize our energy fully into our physical lives. This served two major purposes:

1) to ensure that the final ties of genetic karma have been severed and dissolved prior to creating again.

2) to ensure that all wayward elements of past creations have come into plain view for the purposes of physical completion as we finish out the purification phase of our personal ascension.

As we begin to flow with the the universal tides and not against them, we will suddenly be pulled along in a sweeping current that will seem to wash away much of what we considered burdensome over the last several years. This wave of love is permeating every aspect of our life and body and carries a light quotient never before absorbed by human inhabitants. It is also prudent to mention that this wave of "love" energy will expose & destroy much in its path, that which is not aligned with the vibration of love.

The Sacred Completion

The first phase completion period, which is what we are currently undergoing, is also a time of deep cellular re-patterning in preparation for the new cycle and thru the sacred season of rebirth. As mentioned in the last update, we still have a foot in both worlds (the old & new) but this sacred passage...between now and the June solstice... is POTENT, and gifting us with many new capabilities & opportunities. If we are able to manage these increasing energies wisely, by staying neutral to them, we will find ourselves well-prepared to sail new seas.

The Pleiadians are giving us three ways to effectively utilize this sacred time:

1-Allow yourself to bathe in the light of renewal with self-nurturing and care, remembering that there are many physical changes needed to complete your biological upgrades.

2-Where possible, wrap up old energies, complete old projects, resolve financial & relational hindrances

3-Create space for your new life by letting go of all memories of struggle...both in your mind and in your physical life and relationships.

Granted...for most path-pavers, anchors, grid-workers, light-workers, star-seeds, and all divining rods here with the role to clear negative earth energies & genetic karma... letting go of struggle can be like letting go of our entire earth experience in this lifetime.

For these souls, struggling was the only option available since most of us were dabbling in dimensions that we weren't genetically coded for. This is not to say that the struggle wasn't valuable, surely it lit a great fire under our arses and fueled us to escape the extremes of polarity...however...for some, this has become such a a way of life that anything outside of struggle is completely foreign and unknown.

This group of warrior souls is so used to pushing through, fighting, clearing and resisting the outworn ways, that it is nearly impossible to imagine a life of ease. Which is exactly what we are being urged to do now.

Releasing Your Ascension Story

As the warrior brigades complete the physical transition from carbon to crystalline, much will be melting away. The pain, the battle-scars, the suffering, and the constant struggle to stay afloat in the intense energies of a planet we never felt we belonged to, will be evaporating as if by magic. This is because we are finally approaching our "home dimension" now that we have achieved our "destination vibration".

These cellular memory imprints are the result of our battle-wounds from embarking on the long journey home, but now all memories and scars will be brought to the light of transmutation and healed through the power of our unidimensional, or present moment point of perception.

This means that we are being urged to release all attachment to our ascension "process" and "war stories" so we can arrive at galactic consciousness with no strings. Time to brush ourselves off and get aligned with the dignity of a job well done. The pain and suffering has become so acute, that wiping our hard drive clean may seem impossible, but keep in mind that these shifts are quantum in nature and therefore release us from those linear time lines which tie us to pain.

Ever notice how some days (when riding the crest of an energy wave) you find yourself so present that you are completely disconnected from all the years of work to get to that moment? Well that is what it will soon be like all the time.

The ascension "process" is so all-encompassing that it is easy to get lost in it all, to over-identify with it and to be-lie-ve that it will go on forever. But the equinox energies are pushing us beyond suffering and beg us to see outside of that reality now. The new codes for the second phase of the journey...the outer materialization phase...are here now and reminding us that our personal ascension is only a means to an end, and that the end is really just the beginning.

How do you know if you are in the process of shedding your ascension story, stepping out of the "climbing phase" and moving on to the "materialization phase" ?

Here are some tell-tale signs:

you have completely lost personal interest in things like healing, spirituality, metaphysics and especially ascension....even the word can turn you off. (this is not the same for those with contracts to serve as healers/metaphysicians/spiritual teachers/etc. for the next wave of awakening souls)

you have lost interest in any channelings or ascension related articles & any information that comes from outside of yourself (yes, even mine ; ))

you're bored as hell with everything in this realm

you no longer wish to remain isolated and trapped like a hermit

you've been re-prioritizing your external life, simplifying & streamlining everything to match your internal self.

your long held-desires/projects/partnerships are starting to peek thru and materialize in the outside world (this is still on the slow side, but little signs are popping thru the ground like the first signs of spring)

you are tired of being alone and want deep meaningful relationships.

you are desperately longing to live a "simple, normal" life doing simple, normal things again.

you are feeling like things are less "serious" then they seemed before.

you just want to PLAY!

What's happening from an energetic perspective is that we are fully grounding and stepping into our roles as the "physical" guides for the next ascension waves, and to be that...the guides...we need to be completely detached from the "process" so as to not get tangled up in someone else's goo. And, yes, there will be plenty of goo flying around as the energies continue to intensify toward 2012 and beyond.

Physical Happenings

Because we are still integrating and vacillating between worlds, we are still experiencing the highs and lows and intense physical symptoms. The most prevalent extremes

right now are a result of the equinoctial energies which are stimulating every cell in our bodies and can result in feeling cracked-out and over-caffeinated with over-the-top stress, sleeplessness, and restlessness... to extreme heaviness and sleepiness each time we recover from being electrocuted by God.

As we adjust to these highly concentrated solar blasts to the crown & 3d eye, our pineal/pituitary glands are on hyperdrive which can cause insomnia/deep sleeps and..in the famous words of Austin Powers...some freaky-deaky dreams! Add to that all kinds of detox "seasonal allergy-like" symptoms: sinus/ocular headaches & pressure, blurred vision, sensitivity to light, sneezing fits, runny/stuffy nose, itchy eyes/ears/nose, sore throat, high-pitch ringing in ears, vertigo/dizziness, etc., etc.

Also present is the relentless soreness/aches and pains, indigestion/heartburn from thymus stimulation/heart openings, pain behind the heart, lower back pain, stiff neck and shoulders, sore/hot feet, crazy food cravings, ravenous hunger/loss of appetite, nauseousness, digestive imbalances, fatigue and O-MY-GOD-THE-BLOATING. Some serious water retention here to protect our cells from being fried...compliments of the afore-mentioned electrocution. So if you look like a water-ballon right now you are so not alone. All I can say is thank god for sweat pants.

Things to do to help ease the discomfort during this time:

1- When the energy is building up and intensifying (hence, when you feel like someone slipped cocaine in your chamomile): get physical... move the energy thru your body and into the earth... stretch, exercise, drink lots of water, use nature to ground yourself.

2- When the energy is integrating: veg out and sleep (as if you had a choice).

3- Take as many showers/baths/swims as possible to keep your energy field clean (and to wash off that nasty detox slime)

Some other (more positive) side effects from the equinox punch are occasional deepening of present moment awareness....which is giving us the ability to finally focus attentively on our creations that we have been dying to birth and without scattering our energy/focus elsewhere... the slow return of passion (sexual & creative) as our sacral/root chakras wake from deep slumber, and the occasional/random/fleeting feelings that our long-held dreams are actually possible.

And that's a wrap...

Happy christ-consciousness ascension season!

Lauren

ThinkWithYourHeart.net