Awakening Zone launch on New Years Day 2011

Just a reminder that the very first broadcast of Awakening Zone radio network will be on air on Jan 1st 2011. It will be broadcast live over the internet at noon US Mountain Time, which I think translates into 7.00pm GMT in the UK. I did mention a bit about this upcoming new radio network in a previous blog post.

There is currently a website at http://awakeningzone.com which will be more functional by New Years Day, the day of the first broadcast. They will be introducing some of the radio hosts who will be broadcasting their own internet radio shows on the Awakening Zone network, which is about the new consciousness information, and covering many topics. There are also shows planned to be broadcast in different languages other than just English.

I think it is a great way to start the New Year, so will definitely be listening in myself, and looking forward to hearing more about it.

Some local photos and farewell 2010

The snow had all disappeared when I looked out of my window this morning, but at least there had been a white Xmas, which I can't recall having happened in a long time. Not that I celebrate Xmas but I was and still am enjoying a cosy hibernation, having stocked up with enough food to last at least a week, and just doing whatever I felt inspired to do. The first day it snowed here (around 18 Dec) I'd just grabbed my camera and was out all afternoon taking photos of the winter wonderland. It looked so beautiful and I could appreciate it even more after having become accustomed to city living until recently.

Then on Xmas day I started to upload my photos on the internet, not just the snowy ones but all the ones I wanted to keep in one place. Prior to that they had been all over the place, mainly on my computer, but a few in flickr, and some just on other blogs that had since been deleted. All of them are of scenes rather than people - of nature or landscape or street shots. I'm beginning to see a pattern or niche interest in my choice of photographic subjects that I wasn't really aware of before. So I looked through most of my collection since I first bought a digital camera (a cheap compact which was primarily for selling stuff online back then), and which were all in the wrong order as I never knew what date it was when the camera asked me to set the day and time. It really challenged my ascension memory in trying to remember where some of these photos were taken, and I surprised myself at feeling terribly nostalgic when looking through photos of the local park in London as I'd spent many a wonderful time there. I hadn't realised how possible it was to get so connected to a particular place, and a part of me misses certain aspects of it. I don't want to start doubting myself as to whether I did the right thing in moving here, and as no place in particular was calling me or felt like 'home', I took that to mean that it doesn't really matter. I have yet to put down roots though, like a plant that has been dug up and transplanted to a different part of the garden.

Anyway, I have rekindled my enthusiasm for photography at least, and I got excited about the fact people were voting on the photos I was uploading and seeing which ones they liked best. I will start selling some of the more popular ones as postcards, greetings cards and small art prints soon, and it feels like such a fun thing to do. My creative enthusiasm is finally coming back again, probably because I have been feeling generally so much better since the autumn equinox, after that summer of hell. I no doubt purged out a lot of stuck energy back then, and I'm not sure how much of it was even mine or whether it was mass consciousness stuff that I sometimes pick up on or tune into energetically. So staying in my own energies this Xmas was just what I needed. And so is beginning to ground into physicality some of those ideas and creative interests that never got acted on fully enough to manifest into anything much in the past.

The important winter solstice day with its eclipse and other astrological significance came and went. I couldn't actually see the moon from my window let alone the eclipse, and it was too cold and snowy to go outside, but I actually FELT some shift in the energies at around that time, so I suppose you could say that I experienced it all in my own way.

There have also been so many good and interesting channels recently that I wasn't sure which ones to blog about. I've not been feeling very wordy these days, but have still appreciated visuals and nature which is why I suppose the photography got so much of my attention this month. I'll post snippets of channels in later blogs, but for now I just wanted to thank those of you who follow this blog. I woke up this morning with the words going through my head "you are never alone." And even though I felt like I was not participating in the Xmas festivities in the traditional and sociable way, looking back to Xmas day I think I had even more company then than usual - all those wonderful people who were also at their computers and voting on my photos. I think that when we don't try to fit into a particular way of being or doing things, and just follow our joy, then it is impossible to be disconnected or separated from anything.

The only disconnection anyone experiences is the disconnection from their own Source energy, their own expanded beingness, their non-physical counterpart, their divinity or all of who they are in wholeness. Call it what you will, it is the life force that flows through us, and we experience more of that life force the more joy we allow into our lives. So I always ask myself what is the next most joyful thing I feel like doing. And whether that is doing nothing but taking a long soak in the bath or going for a walk or reading a book, I just go with that flow from one moment to the next. It feels like going against the grain of habit sometimes, especially when the laundry and ironing starts piling up, but even then there comes a time when it feels joyful to have lots of clean clothes again, so it does eventually work its way up to the top of my joy list. So rather than making any new years resolutions, just decide how you want to FEEL from one 'now' moment to the next. And then choose those thoughts or actions accordingly. Rather than what you think you 'should' be doing or thinking, based on what anybody else is doing or thinking, or whatever else is going on around you. It is all illusion anyway, so you may as well create an illusion you enjoy.

I leave you with some more winter snowscene photos (all of which I made lower quality for the web, so a lot of detail tends to gets lost)

START OF THE CANAL WALK

THE CANAL WALK THROUGH THE WOODS

THE WALK BY THE RIVER IN TOWN

Let Time Serve You, Not You Serving Time

There is a lot I can say about time, and this is something I am currently exploring and experimenting with in my own life. The experience and perception of expansion of time, that is, not the lack of it or the adherence to clock time. I have always been aware of the illusory nature of time, but still managed to get caught up in it. I am aware for instance that it has been over 6 weeks since I posted anything on my blog. Unusual, but no big deal.

Except when I make it a big deal and start to feel anxiety over a deadline that only I have set myself and not been able to meet. And this applies to other areas of my life, and so in the end I begin to feel overwhelmed by how much there is to do and I don't even know where to start.

I feel fortunate in that I do not have to fit in with the 9 to 5 existence, in fact I'm no good at that anyway, having to be anywhere by a certain time of the morning (it takes me ages to get ready and feel fully grounded), or not being able to eat until a certain time. And then having only two days of the week to cram in as much fun or relaxation or creativity as possible before the cycle starts all over again. To me that truly did feel like serving time, as in feeling imprisoned by time. But I'm still doing it all to myself, feeling like the servant of time and getting overwhelmed by my own deadlines, even without outside obligations.

The internet radio show I listened to on 12-12-10 where Adamus talked about the nature of time was something I really needed to sort out within my own life. I have made some brief notes from it at the end of this post because I understand there are probably no transcripts of internet radio shows like this, so I hope I have captured the essence of what was discussed.

Anyway, back to ME. Although time itself is a man-made construct and an illusion (there is no linear time as we experience it on earth outside of third dimensional earth) I have been aware of the experience of time speeding up. In fact I think it was Wendy Kennedy who channels the Pleiadians who mentioned that by next year (2011) it will feel like an 8 hour day insead of a 24 hour day. According to the Pleiadians, we haven't really had a 24 hour day for some time. And time is not the same as clocks and watches, as that is just a mechanical device that bears no relation to our experience of time. Coupled with the fact that it is winter now, so the days feel shorter due to less hours of sunlight, and I feel like I'm already on an 8 hour day. The sunlight doesn't have much to do with our experience of time either, the days don't REALLY get shorter, they just FEEL shorter, and it is this perception and experience of time that I'm really addressing, and which has the greater influence over life than any mechanical measuring devices.

I gave up wearing watches in my mid-twenties. This was because they never worked on me no matter how many different watches I tried. They would never 'keep time', so it became more misleading to wear one than not. I had better luck with clocks, so used to stuff an alarm clock into my handbag, much to my friends' amusement, and sometimes the alarm would go off on the bus or somewhere equally inconvenient. So I stopped using anything, and have survived well without being time consciousness in the traditional sense for many years.

When I was a child I downloaded/channelled the info that it was unnecessary to age. I still believe this deep down but somehow I later on in life bought into the mass consciousness belief system and fears about not being useful/desirable/healthy after a certain age. Going through the menopause didn't help with that either, and I felt into my (ex) best friend's thoughts/beliefs that I was no longer even a woman now, let alone a desirable one, even though I used to talk to him about my transition in positive terms from the outset. I don't see fertility or age related to worthiness as a female, but I was getting negative feedback from mass consciousness which for a while made me feel less than who I really am. So I cancelled birthdays. lol This was less because I thought there was something 'wrong' with having been born in a certain year - in truth I'd have had it no other way, would have missed loads of fun - but because I didn't want to be identified with a number (or 'age'). Like time, of which age is another mind construct related to time, it just doesn't really exist. Except in our minds or perception. We then manifest what we believe to be 'real', when in fact we are creating it all. And although we are creating our own 'reality' and therefore calling it an illusion (because it is malleable) that is not the same as saying it does not exist. Our illusion is very real - we get to experience it, touch it, taste it, feel it, see it - but at the same time we can also uncreate anything we have created. It is not inherently 'real' in and of itself. It is just energy.

So anyway, time (and age) is something I had later on in life unconsciously allowed back into my life experience based on mass consciousness beliefs rather than my own. And when we get to live more multi-dimensionally (more than one timeline at once), those beliefs will seem even more absurd. So I was grateful that Adamus addressed this topic when he did. I have also recently had glimpses of what I can only describe could be tasters of other timelines or parallel existences. When I'm relaxing is when it happens most, but I dip into other experiences/perceptions/feelings that are outside of my 'normal' life. A bit like poetry, only in sensory/experiential terms rather than in words. It fascinates me and nourishes me, and maybe I should linger in them for longer. As an analogy it is a bit like seeing colours that are outside of your sensory experience, only this is more fuller, like perception/senses/vision/feeling all rolled into one. Haven't a clue what it's all about, but I have a sneaky feeling that it is all outside of linear time.

BRIEF NOTES FROM CHANNEL BY ADAMUS ON SPIRIT QUEST RADIO

Time is a beautiful illusion, but it does keep you confined. Your time is very regulated, based on planetary movements. There comes a 'time' when you move beyond time.

Time is not real, it can be moved or be contracted or expanded. If you have a large number of projects you usually go mental and then you get overwhelmed about how many hours you have to get everything done. You can actually go beyond that, it will take some practice. Time can then start serving you. Time can serve you to give you the optimal experience of your time on earth. You can transcend the boundaries of time, it is manufactured. It doesn't follow in minutes, and seconds and hours. You can have more rewarding experiences in your life if you transcend time.

Many of you are in a time based mentality, so you believe in something like ageing, so you imagine or create your reality based on how much time you feel you have left. Physical ageing doesn't have to be how it is now.
Energy flow in your life can increase when you go beyond limitations of time, as it is practised on earth. Time has influence on things even like abundance and success - you put it in a time sequence, you grow up, go to college, get a job etc. Time is not linear, it can occur in a different way than how you have perceived it up to now.

Sometimes you find it difficult to connect with beings in other dimensional states because you are connecting from time and mind based consciousness. When communicating with angelic beings its important to go beyond mind and time consciousness. Time is a human manufactured system to bring order, but time is frustrating, limiting and creating problems with your mental health. It has an effect on the mind. There is a desire to let time serve you.

You are ready to go beyond time. You can do both. When you are in time based experience eg. catching a train, you can be in that consciousness and still in an expanded state of beingness.
Time has a big effect on your overall energy flow. Waking up at a certain time you have the awareness of having so many hours to get so many things done. Tiredness at the end of the day is because you are oriented towards time.

With healing and health - you wonder how much time you have to heal this or that condition. Plus so many years left for your life.
And now your healing is put into time requirement. Bringing in the potentials of completed healing or energy instead of defining it in time, it can occur in the moment, in an expanded 'Now' moment that is not limited.
Creativity is often limited - the mindset that you don't have time for creativity. Part of you says I don't have time for new projects.
Time is literally what creates weather patterns. Time, consciousness and energy literally creates weather patterns on earth. Transcending time will even out weather patterns.
Time also the biggest factor in inner peace. Time orientation equals having large degrees of imbalance.

You can still operate within time reality when needed. You can design the time to work for you.
You can choose for time to serve you. Realise you are no longer limited by time.
Become playful with time and know it is a tool for you that has incredible flexibility within it.
Expand your consciousness in to time as you know it, then go into the other dimensions of time, even those experienced by the angelic beings where time is a sequence of events unlimited by watches. Start integrating it in every day life and go between 'time reality' and 'expanded time'.
We will have more talks and discussions about time, but we wanted to introduce it here.
You are just trying to expand time, not trying to get out of it. So you can become multidimensional beings. You can be in physical reality or expand beyond - recognising that you have options. Expanded realities are timeless.

Healing is often slow or non-affective unless taken outside of time, as in timeless state it can attract more energy to bring about the re-balancing. Time inhibits or suffocates creativity.
Take your clients into a timeless zone, and even if you are not telling them that, you take them into a timeless zone and healing can be instaneous and more effective. Same applies to any kind of learning. Education systems are based on time.

All of you are ready to rewire your cells, your dna, into a different time sequence. (Around this time the circuits on the radio show blew, and so bits of the show were missed).

Let time serve you, not you serving time. Play with experiencing timelessness, then back to experiencing time.
You can still see time going around the clock but can allow yourself to feel an infusion of energy or consciousness that doesn't have to be based on time. It is actually a more natural way of living. You dont' have to study it, it is a matter of allowing yourself to step beyond time, experiencing different time.
True creativity is when you are no longer operating in time sequences.
Realise how time is forming and influencing your reality.
Some of the merlins and masters felt that one of their greatest accomplishments was to be timeless when they wanted to be.

Time enters your dreams. Dreams have become time oriented yet they shouldn't be. Dream state is meant to be timeless. (The above are my own notes and recollections taken from a three hour radio show, the last part of which was a channeling about Time, by Adamus channeled through Geoffrey Hoppe. For the full interview go to the archives of sqr.com for the show that was broadcast on 12-12-10. The channel by Adamus is in part 3)